Geez...

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Geez…

I was being blamed for something that I didn’t even know have to do.

She (this is not referring to my readers) just asked me to transfer the food from its original place to another place without telling me the reasons. (Yup, I am working~)

I thought the food / orders will be taken by other runners. So, I just leave it at its original position. I don’t know that those orders should be transferred to another place to prevent them from getting cold. Nobody tell me, how should I know? I am just a beginner anyway. And she also knows that I am new, why don’t she just tell me what am I suppose to do? Don’t tell me she expect me to know everything?!

She didn't tell me the right thing to do, but she told the supervisor that I was not doing my job properly. Geez…

Furthermore, she told the supervisors that I was ignoring her and not giving any responds.

I only heard she said, “Mau apa lagi?” or something like that. She was quite far away while saying that and she didn’t even call my name, how would I know that she was calling me? There were a few people there too.

And is not like I didn’t respond her ON PURPOSE. When she said something that is similar to my name (I guess she doesn't know my name~) or when she said the word ‘runner’, I responded. This is because I knew that she was calling me.

Or maybe sometimes she did call me and I didn’t hear it. But at the time, I was busy assembling customers’ orders and I had to remember their orders.

When I am concentrating on something, sometime I can’t hear people calling me. It just happens naturally. I also don’t know why I will act like that. Maybe because it is a habit I had since young. When I was studying, I tried to ignore the things that happen around me and fully focused on my studies. Sometimes when my friends call my name, I also couldn't hear them. (Sorry… XP)

And now I was being accused. Geez…

If she was not satisfied, why don’t she just tell me about my mistakes? Is it necessary for her to make a big deal out of this?

Haiz… Don’t care lah~ If anyone asks about it tomorrow, I will just tell them the reasons. If no one asks, then just let it be. I don’t want to ruin my time there just because of this small issue. And if she want to ‘cari pasal’ again, pandai2 lah her. (Haha… I sound like a gangster~ XD)